D&C Procedure

 The second D&C in my life.

It hurts like hell and I don’t get proper rest. Still need to hold my son. No proper diet. Serve my tummy with ayam penyet, ice coffee, and meggi. 

Since nobody cares what I go through, the needs for myself to buckle up and stay strong is high! 😅

The chores still need to be continued.. wash the bottle , prepare food for my sons, organize my work clothes… ups and down from the stairs.

It hurts like hell. I swear I feel so much pain down there. The least that I can do is bear the pain! Not married with the rich one. And need to properly care for myself. I feel bloated. My womb feel weird. My abdomen hurts: my body shivering. I drive myself before and after the operation procedure. I swear it hurt 😔.

If only the world treat me differently…

If only I can prevent all of this..

What can I do… no helper at house. I should be thankful. I should. 

Deen is a just a break in a journey. There is no happiness unless you create it yourself. 

Promised myself to be a better mother. Care about myson. After all my body is so much in damaged… nothing to proud the shabby boobs and tummy.